Friday, September 19, 2008

What's in store for me?

I had posted this on my opera blog yesterday after lunch and I felt this morning that I should post it here too and share my feelings with you.

Well I had just finished my lunch of "fish ball noodle soup" and in between all my meetings and other distractions, I told myself that I have to find time to say a few words. VoilĂ  I am here but I am stuck for words, a tricky situation huh!!!

Lately ever since I return from Hyderabad, life seems to be one hell of a roller coaster ride, it's like I have stepped into a time machine which gobbles up every minute or hour from me. I am like a zombie, sitting in meetings after meetings and coming out of it completely dazed and confused. Not only I have to attend meetings but my phone keeps ringing persistently on matters which I had absolutely no control.

So what do I do? I guess I should be an ostrich and bury my head in the sand, hoping all this would stop. But can I do that? I guess not! Got to face it and bite the bullet and get shot in the process.

Sometimes I wonder, why did God invent managers? We are paid to manage all things that are possible in this realm and others which we had absolutely no control off but inherited by virtue of being a manager and the fact that we are getting paid for it. In a way I have to clear up the "shit" created by others due to their mismanagement.

Does this mean that I have to bear the brunt created by others or do I have a choice to ignore all of this by looking for greener pastures.

Maybe I should mull over this and really look into what life is offering me at this precise moment.

Which I guess at this moment is a big fat zero....


Sucharita Sarkar said...

Cheer up, please. This post is so unlike your usual self, that I'm feeling really worried, I'm sure that you've faced a lot of trying times in your career and have come up trumps to reach your present position. And though things look bleak at the moment, they're bound to improve soon.All the best!!!

Sukku said...

Thanks for your kind words. I am just up to my neck because of the corporate games the directors are playing in my office and I am being dragged in.They wanted to make me a Director of one of the subsidiary but I have declined it and they have given me time to reconsider by this Wednesday.